Friday, July 22, 2016

The Desert's Demise

Cry not you lousy endless desert
You belong only to the wretched sand
Cast in dunes by your lamenting wind

Camels, caravans, people and horses,
Set foot on you, only to pass by, not stay,
As you yearn to be their home, they go away

As long as you live, say 'only the wind is mine'
For it sings for you, your lament all night, and,
Makes the dunes dance, to a harrowing tune divine

Oh! Conceited wind, whose lament do you sing?
If, of the desert’s, why sing it to her, Can’t you take it  away?
Why remind her, forever, of her own pain?

Oh! Conceited wind, your tunes are many, so I hear,
It smells of flowers, it smells of salt, It smells of blood,
And your tunes and the dunes change, as your fragrance does

“Conceited you call me?” rebuked the mocking wind
What of me you know? Where I started or anything so?
And why I blow? What I sing? And what I bleed, do you know?

What of blood, you know, my dear sensible one?
And what of the suckers that drew the blood sans mercy?
Making many scream and flee for life, on rafts of hurry,
Mutilated, holding on to dear hope to keep life, bleeding salty tears,

What you know of the unseen salt? The sea that holds it, and its bitterness,
What you know of the tears of a million souls that the rivers delivered,
In tattered rafts, with maimed parts, numbed hearts and bodies devoid of souls,
And all the tears that their eyes shed and their eyes did not, but the heart did

And when they died and became food for fishkind,
What of those wreaths you know, wise one?
Made of roses, whose enchanting dye is but the blood,
Of those that wore them when alive, so they could wear once dead too?
And what of flowers, roses you know? Also what of their fragrance?

Fragrance is the blood of flowers,
And thorns they’re the flowers of blood
For those that grew in the company of thorns,
Blood stained spears are but a brother ahead,
Loathe them? Would the lips smile? Of a man long dead?

The spears draw blood of many, cause agonizing pain,
The many flee on rafts, to the sea that buries them and their salt,
And the wreaths on them is made of their own blood,
To remind there is only pain, no time, future, present or past

I lament not, for I have no lament of my own,
My lamentation is the world still has so much to lament
The lament of the sea and the gardens, I tell the desert,
And the laments of the desert, I rain on the sea,

Saying so, the wind started,
The wind that I had made to sadly lament,
To some mountain or river or garden it could tell,
Of the pain a fool that knew nothing gave it,
As it went away, the desert pleaded, sand hands raised highest
Lo! The wind left the desert, for seemingly, for her, I was there

All her tear laden pleas went in vain, the wind left,
The haunting tunes made way for a deafening hum,
In a while, the humming died down too, just numbing silence,
Having lost its only companion, her heart, the wind who so well knew,
The dunes flattened down to a forlorn expanse of lifeless sand,
Like the many whose story the wind told her, the desert died too

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Thus spake the coffee cup

‘Bring not the adhesive near me you wretch’
Yelled the cup, with a new crack, grimacing,
‘Why? Shouldn’t I fix your crack?’ I asked the cup,
‘Why so much angst, towards the one to fix your crazing?’

‘You all come’ said the cup ‘and gloss me with adhesive no doubt’ 
‘But dear, I ask, have you ever read how long you must hold me then?’
‘For leaving me before cohesion, pains me more than the crack itself’
‘Your intentions noble ,my savior, but do you know, to leave, when?’

‘Many came and glued before, but couldn’t hold enough for a bond’
‘You see my other cracks my dear hero? Do they, to you, seem healed?’
‘Many that had the heart to glue, didn’t stay for me and my chip to cohere’
‘If you can’t heal, wound in full, why care about how much I already bleed?’

‘Do you see, the many chips neither standing nor fallen’
‘Dangling painfully, held by unrelenting glue, without giving way’
‘Like a blooming flower, I stand with many outstretched pieces’ 
‘Lo! I am a cup no flower, the chips can never be petals, any day’

‘As I seem fixed, my chips no longer fall’ the cup said
‘They pour it hot and cold in, as I no longer leak, with greed’
‘Don’t they see the heat spreads outside too, I am not made to take’, 
‘Through pores in the adhesive, do they not see me beverage-bleed?’

‘Paste me not, if you won’t stand long enough for me to bond as before’
‘Leave me not halfway, neither straight nor broken, bleeding from every pore’
‘Make me not a sagging artifact of bone china pieces, always half loved’
‘Give me not the hope of being around and then leave me down and sore’

Thus spake Insomnia

Why fret about the floating things called people?
Asked insomnia, my undeterred friend,
Unlike them who go as they please,
Haven’t I shown I can stay with you to the end?

You embrace them, and lo! you brace for me,
In joy, sorrow, anger or if for someone you long,
I am the one that you end up embracing,
Why not do that forever, forever to me why can’t you belong,

Embrace me, so you have to embrace none other,
And about me and none else, you need to think,
And about me there isn’t much to worry,
I won’t leave like them in the time it takes to blink,

Dear, think, think with all the cells in your brain,
If, you’ve slept better when it’s me you’ve embraced,
If, I’ve, unlike them all, been by your side and come back,
When by their coming and going, time and again, you’ve been dazed,

Go tell them my dear, I need to sleep in peace,
For that, I need only my insomnia, now and forever,
Thank them, those people things, for all that they’ve done,
Tell them you loved them, not anymore, henceforth never.

Wednesday, July 6, 2016

The Road Home

I got off the mill belt,
Heels bleeding,
My back bent, waist scarred,
From the endless churning,
I stepped out and lit a candle,
To see the road that'd take me,
Finally, to the place, I finally can,
Let the pillow hold the head,
Let the lids own the eyes,
And let the angels own the heart,
As the flame grew north,
My joy went south,
The head stretched out,
The lids went farther from the eyes,
The heart now, demons galore
That which my churning, I hoped would build,
A road home, Alas! wasn't there to be,
The belt came on, and the feet got moving, before I knew
I was back in, maybe only the mill was meant for me

Sunday, July 3, 2016

I so believe

There may be many waves
That crash, wipe and go
And like them,
Many boats that'll come and leave
But they will not break me,
My stave, intact, they'll leave,
For, through friends,
God cares and loves, I so believe 

How?

How the umbrella
If not for the rain
How the antidote
If not for the pain
How all the learning
If not for rewarding ends
How still the will to live
If not for endearing friends

The misery of being human

Oh! the misery of being human
What all it does to not test its sinews
How it manages to wear a lovely smile,
Masking its cringe, just so it doesn't default its dues,
It does the laundry, and washes the car,
It dusts the family photo, keeps it good as new,
While it evades them all, evades itself,
All for a guaranteed supply of lentil stew,
All its life, it lets the brain take a call,
Brain, fear factory and its mistress ego, rule,
Its heart, the messenger divine abandoned,
Made an engine, that runs forever, to blood, spool
No wonder the heart, is the one to stop first,
I don't blame it it doesn't, until it has waited too long,
It stops when it knows, it has been ignored, cast off,
Made medicroty mill oil, so human can dance to another's song